surat cinta untuk diri sendiri

tadi dekat tempat kerja, tapi masa bila dah time takda kerja sangat, mula la aku melalut wat kerja lain, aku kemaskan dompet aku, memang tebal, besar *bajet kaya tapi duit sekeping un tarak. dompet aku penuh dengan resit resit *kalau jadi apa apa boleh wat alibi (pengaruh cerita det.conan). hmm cek cek jumpa panadol yang dah lama aku cari selama ni tak jumpa tiba tiba jumpa, 2nd, aku jumpa masterpiece aku, ada note kat sebelah kiri, and lukisan sebelah kanan, cantik, macam tak sangka aku yang lukis *sape lagi nak puji diri sendiri kalau bukan diri sendiri kan?. bila aku baca note nih, pergh bia btol minah ni *akula. boleh tahan karat jgak jiwang nya karangan. aku malas nak scan sebab post ni pun aku guna laptop, scanner dekat bilik bawah *malas. so aku taip jelah

is she too late to know about you?
from the thousand chances to get near with you,
from lifeless until she got a bless life cause of you,
from the plain sky until you become her guiding light and stars.

she is just anonymous for your life,
like the people who walking on the street,
going to their own junction,
what if one of them going towards you,
and said,

'i stay here and waiting for you for a long time ago,
i never walk away i never leave this place instead the weather hits me all the times,
i wait for you until you open your eyes about my present,
plus more,
i know i am just a stranger in your life,
but what if,
the stranger like me,
 admire and adore you so much?
what if you accepted me but then i have no time to spend my life with you anymore?
what if i gonna leave this place and i never have a chance to see you again?
and what if..

you rejected me, am i going to be hurt deeply inside from bottom of my heart?
either yes or no I'm still too late because i'll never get to see you again,
dear, hear this from me, i love you so much'

then what will you gonna say to her?